Attraction
You ever wonder why you’re the person you’re with?
You ever wonder why you have the things you have?
Attraction
I have a gift of seeing people; noticing the invisible
I have a gift for understanding with a kind heart
I have a gift for just listening when needed, knowing when to be silent and when to be LOUD!
Attraction
You attract the things you want and don’t want in life
You’re with him because you’re attracted to him, that’s obvious
But
What are you attracted to?
Most people just lust
Your subconscious has a mind of its own, but it’s only what you tell it
Be attracted to their mind— the way they think should make your body crave them more
Be attracted to the way they look at you when no one but everyone is around
Be attracted to the growth and the person they push you to be
But yet be attracted to the things they’re willing to work on
Be attracted to the fact that we can fight yet know we’re going to be ok
Be attracted to the pain that they may accidentally cause but yet still are learning
Attraction
I’m attracted to the way he makes me feel
Being mentally intimate
Yet so physical
The way I crave the “I love yous”
The way we can be so rough and aggressive
Yet so soft and gentle
The way you can cry and let me see you
The way I’m on the road to finding who I can be
Attraction
The way I can let go and be submissive towards you
For I can let you take the lead yet still know I’m not going astray
Attraction of hours talking about each other’s friends & family
Attraction to me
Without a touch
Wanting to see into me
For a switch just flips instantly, being you are the center of the room
Attraction to your flaws that I can handle
Attraction to the anger I can turn to peace
Attraction to love being created between the two
Attraction to the intoxicating minds; creating the imagination of our world where it’s me and you
Attraction where I never stop missing you
Your face being the first thing I see that makes me smile and know my day going to be good
Attraction that I may know myself, that it is not just you but we are both visible
Attraction where my mind self-sabotages anything good going for me
But the attraction of love
The energy connecting that we are mates
– Kessan VanGronigen
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HEARTACHE
My heart aches for my mother,
When I saw all the plates on the floor,
And the tables turned,
I could retrace the unwanted dance with my imagination.
My heart aches for my mother,
As she cleans everything, telling me to go on,
She watches me eat after she’s done,
She smiles halfway through.
My heart aches for my mother,
As I call her to let her know I’m fine,
And I try taking care of her but all I get is “ok,”
She claims there’s other stuff that takes longer to heal than an illness.
My heart aches for my mother,
And I’m miles away for comfort,
But I still felt it.
– eve
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Dance and Death
a dance with death,
one last time,
One last glance.
That’s all she can think about
while lying next to her lover.
He just doesn’t feel like he does,
like death does.
She glances at him and finds numbness,
oh,
what was it like feeling something for him?
she wishes she could recall.
Now all she thinks is about death,
His strong arms that suffocate her,
just enough to not breathe,
To not think.
She isn’t scared,
She just begs for one last dance,
And maybe then everything will be over.
– eve
